I spend about 70-80% of my time stressed & overwhelmed.
(An estimate, of course. Since despite my long term OCD tendencies it never occurred to me before this moment to track the time I spend in negative st...
I'm at a loss.
Something floats through my mind.
I try to grab hold.
And, off it goes.
I've waited for days.
Hoping it'd pass.
Yet each day ends up
Proving to be like the last.
I write, read, discard.
I'm waiting. (Or, have been.) Knowing something is coming. Not knowing exactly what.
The crisis with my mother (one that felt very much my own) ended. Now, I try to relax.
I look around at all the things...