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When Progress (Temporarily) Halts

I have an ongoing problem That I never can get a handle on. I start to move forward with something When suddenly something comes up That halts my progress. Take writing for example. I had started to...

The Living Dead

Journal Entry: Wednesday April 25, 2018 (7:20am)   For months I've been concerned that something might be wrong with me. I've been consumed with a growing desire to withdraw from the world. I run all ...

A New Approach

Every January 1st I begin the year with a long list of goals & resolutions meant to motivate me and move me forward. Sometimes they do. Other times, not. But, inevitably... By this time, my drive & c...

A Long Overdue Change

Just because something looks the same... Just because progress can't be seen... Doesn't mean that none is being made. I've openly admitted (many times over) last year was a struggle for me. The most dis...

The Birth Of All Change

I struggle with change. I make it. Always smaller & slower than I'd like. My big goal... My big dream... To find ways to make powerful, positive big change more easily. To edge ahead in the ga...

Welcoming 2018

Every year I vow... This is the year I plan to change my life. Every year, I fail. It's not that nothing improves. Some things improve. Other things degrade. But the kind of earth shattering transfo...

Lost In Thought

I've been thinking about writing. Just thinking that is. Each morning determined. By noon, determination fades. By evening, it's completely gone away. I console myself with, "Tomorrow is the day..."...

Crumbling To Pieces

Time slips away from me - as it too often does. I was reminded yesterday that I haven't posted in almost one month! I can list reasons, excuses... Many valid & strong. In the end, I've been caught up in a...

A Great Divide

I have a love/hate relationship with change. On one hand... Every part of me craves it. I search for it like a drowning man for water. Because I know without it, no growth or progress takes place, Which l...

Time Away

My computer tucked away for months at end... I pull it out only to find dust covering it's lid. The spring months flew. Now, summer almost gone. I've been living in this otherworldly dimension where times mo...