The Antidote To Fear
I have a lot of balls in the air.
Each day it feels like
A new one (or two) gets added.
I appear pretty well put together.
But underneath it all
Is fear.
Fear has been a constant companion
Of min...
Either Now Or Later
I felt better yesterday.
Of course…
It wasn't like I was jumping around
Or even moving around much.
Still…
I consider that progress!
Regardless what I did to tweak my back,
I know it's a warning si...
Coincidence? Or, Not?
All was going well today
Until around 11am when I
1. Talked to my mother
And…
2. Pulled something in my back.
Both of which were unpleasant.
Both of which left a lingering effect.
Mother I'm used...
A High Price
The stress of the weekend
Took a toll on me.
Now,
I have a sore throat.
And, overall...
Am not feeling well.
Yesterday is what did it.
I almost had a nervous breakdown
In the m...
Hidden Traps
Yesterday I decided to do something
Out of the norm.
Nothing extreme.
I went to talk titled,
Transforming Your Life Through Your Space
Given by Susan Shehata
I've read a lot about:
...
Moving Well
I signed up yesterday
For a three day tango workshop.
Last night was the first day.
When I started dancing tango
I did so out of my love for dancing.
I got to a point where
Dancing no long...
When Thought Leaves
Today my mind has been remarkably blank.
Thoughts pop out of nowhere
Only then to quickly retreat back.
If I try to hold one
Or grip it too tightly,
I find it instantly vaporized.
...
Getting To The Root
Upon further reflection,
I narrow my past regrets down
To two primary themes.
Ignoring my inner voice,
Which has oft told me
What to do
(As well as what not to do.)
But...
I failed to list...
A Shadow Of Myself
I often find myself
Writing things
Infinitely lighter
Than my actual thoughts.
I've given a great deal
Of thought lately
To past regrets.
My purpose hasn't been
To relieve
Or...
Wallow.
...