I never wanted to be one of those people who wait until some personal disaster strikes to make much needed, long overdue change.

As of 10:28pm last night, I became that person.

First let me be clear…
I’ve been taking pretty good care of myself & my life.

Making progress, even if slow.
Keeping up with personal maintenance…

There has however been one thing, one person who represents a ticking time bomb in my life –

My mother.

As I was startled out of sleep by a round of pre-midnight fireworks combined with unusually unsettling dreams, my body trembled.

I reached for the phone to check the time. As my eyes began to focus in, I noticed a text from my mother which feed the fear already burning inside.

Mother is in a precarious situation in three areas of her life:
– Her health
– Her business
– Her home

Each could explode at any time.

If & when they do, I (as an only child) will be charged with cleaning up the mess.

And for the longest 30 minutes of my life, I was preparing to do just that.

 

 

 

christie on Twitter
christie
Learning obsessed. Growth focused. Wisdom seeking. Recovering perfectionist. In eternal struggle to tame obsessive compulsive tendencies.

Also blogging about self care at xtremeselfcare.com

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published.